Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Oh wAd a Lousy day!

well so many days nv blog .. haha .. well .. doing spring cleaning n play dota games at home ... was scolded by my dad for GOing out always to play soccer, basketball and etc ... and Not helping in spring cleaning ... well ... a 19 year old guy alreadi n yet cant get any freedom ... in fact this year soon be 20 years old alreadi .. looking at other friends of mine ... i realli veri envious by them ... parents does not control them entirely ... gif them some room of freedom .. where as me .. i wan to GO out , my dad will say me wasting money n staying at home Dun wan to go work n earn money ... i was like hey wad wrong man!! i GO out i nv use ur money ... i use my independent money ... ok if u are worry that i might use up my hard earned money fast .. ok i understand ... but i go out to play sports , u cant even allow that??? well .. i wasnt angry abt this is juz i find it confused n strange of it ... my friends can go out everi day w/o parents saying abt them but onli say do come back early ... some more i not into with those naughty friends ... ok .. i do go out everi time ... but im a 19 yet soon 20 year old le ... i know how to take care of myself ... i big enough to settle my own things n way le ... i stay at home , i will rot ... i play PC games u scold me waste electricity ... i stay at home , u dun like , and wan me to find a job ... u think i purposely quit the job , but actually i nv tell u the fact , its my fault ... maybe u dunNo wad happen ... But i told u my company shifted ... how i wish i am given a little bit more freedom to do things ... like my friends ... 17 or 18 years old alreadi can go out night cycling ... can go Kbox ... wad wrong with that ... my friends go play lan game ... wad wrong with that? that is teens age life ... i not trying to say U are old fashion but do plz know ... i need freedom ... u should have been young once ... and next time if i out from NS n my toon mates ask me GO drink how?? reject? U always say abt marriage with uncles n aunties which i DUN even like to hear ... and u n them keep on asking me ... i Know my cousins are getting Gf n getting marry ... but dun pull me in ... seriously i wan to tell U , but i respect u so i beta dun say ... I LOSE INTEREST IN GALs, but i Not Gay!! I OSO duNNo why ... i did gave a gal the key to my heart once ... But for some reasons , she bRoke the key into half , making a crack in my heart ... but i trying to find a gal who i can gif her a key again ... but it is veri difficult to find one ... its not easy ...

i not saying i not a filial son ... but i cant possibly stay 24/7 at home .... i need freedom .. U understand???

i scare to tell U that i might leave this house one day ... cos u dun understand me ... seriously No ... its veri hard to say ... maybe i think i wasnt being born ...

i not angry But juz confused .... we do need friends!! w/o friends , life is dull ... marriage pUSH it to one side ... i have alreadi had a phobia for the first alreadi ....


HOW i wish someone could enlighten me ... i did wadever i could alreadi ...
i dun talk not becos i Not happi ... is i find it too intricate ...
i wish for silence .... that is where i would like to Go that is labrador park ... OR kranji fishing ground A! ....

i wish i wish ... let all this troubles out of my mind ....have a great 2008 ...
and as for the car liscene, when times comes i will go n take ... so wad if i had a car ... i still prefer to stay with friends .... cos they are impt in my life ... ok ... end here le ... tml need to do spring cleaning ...

sorry zal .. this weekend soccer i will go But need to go home early ... a law which i hate to be a filial son .... this would carry on for weeks as in going home early after soccer!!

dun worry be happi ... happi everiday is the main aim ... everione should live everiday happily ...
smile always!! =)

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