Thursday, March 27, 2008
it time to be independent!
recently why is there so many bad news ??? haiz ... i lazy to type out cos a lot .. i feeling moody now .. tml i have to Go ite to pay school fees ... if miracles can happen n let me GO RP , i wan to thank god .. or else i need to GO ite to pay school fees ... well called terry to GO with me ... well he gif me a reason saying he tired so i ok nah ok ok then nvm ... drop the phone ... normally if this situation happen i beg for him to Go ... but i nv ... well .. that day accompanied him to CMPB then see doctor .... now he cannot accompany n call me TO go by my ownself ... haha ... nvm oso .. be happi ... anyway ... i have started to feel that my friends ard are changing ... changing as in ... no time .. no time out ... terry nowaday hang out with his neighbourhood friends , thus tml journey i have to be on my own ... lol ... accompany him he nv accompany ... pei so many friends to CMPB le ... since like i cant get any ppl to accompany tml liao ... haiz ... sometime i think i too generous liao but end up got nth .. haha ... wad am i thinking abt ... haha nvm .... be happi ....so tml i think i will go myself le ...
recently onli that gal boost my mood up onli ... i oso duNNo why ... seriously ... i one day can change to many mood which now i feel that the horoscope thingy is speaking the truth ... cancer can change their mood more than 3 times a day ... today i changed 4 times...
woke up today , my mood was ok ... happi .... then after that ready to GO out meet gatti , yuda , jia wei ,etc for a game of bball ... the game was gd .. i was still happi ... after that playing my mood change to a sad one ... some more with dark cloud in the sky .... i looked up into the sky , there are some words appeared .... its too late to apologize, its too late! i have been thinking wad is that meaning ...ook .. it refering to her .... after that reached home ... my mood more worse ... more fed up ... the dinner was sux ... i mean the foods look gd to be eaten but was not with my favour ... so i juz ate mainly the rice ... after that watched soccer .... spore vs lebanon ... my mood ... no reaction ... sit down there n watch .... yup spore won eventually ... gd .. support my country ... well .. my mood had not been gd this few day ... no one Know ... my mum duN even Know ... my dad seldom talk to me ... my sis come back from work, nth much to talk too ... at nite dad go to work ... i wanted to cook something ... but mum scolded me for wasting gas ... haiz ... thus i nv cook ... drink milk to fill my stomach ...
my mood is juz too sux alreadi ... i dun think i will come out ba ... i feel moody maybe friends ard are changing ? i duNNo ... cos normally those who can come out de now it seem they are busy now ... no one to talk to ... not even parents .. i have nth much in my life .... but juz to be happi ...
seem like its time to be independent alreadi ...
ok god hope i realli can make it into poly ... plz ...
and thanks that gal .. ur conversation with me make me feel lighter ....
to that gal .. if one day u found out that u are in a wrong ... i will forgive U .. though now we nv talk .... i know that maybe u are stubborn ... maybe u still think is my fault ... till the day when things come to light ... u say sorry to me ... its too late alreadi ... but forgiving u is ok ... but apologize is too late alreadi ... i may u be well in the future ... cos u dun even Know the situation, and i oso veri veri tired to explain to U cos u nv give me a chance to explain .... if u ask me to give u a chance , i oso wont give it to U ... my forgive i will .... cos u have starting to change my view towards U ... that is point one .... U are a great L _ _ _! i veri moody now ... But not forgetting that in life be happi ... i will rmb this ...
be happi be stress free!!!
posted by yjlevia at 2:22 AM
