Monday, June 2, 2008
heeS!
ok ... blog a little ... well ... tml spore vs dunno wad country i wonder i can get to see cos ... i might be going to RP class gathering by er kan our faci ... if not going i can stay at home to watch .. but no matter wad .. i support spore all the way .. cos hard work to prove to this position ...today stayed at home did nth ... was like playing PC games whole day .. supposed to go out becos of uncle bday today but heard was cancel cos he working .. last min got the news while i was waiting at home for its call till 5 pm ... i was like wth .. cancel should say earlier so i can go out to play .. well .. nvm ...
i am thinking of whether to open my blog to all ... after years/ mths of hidding in secret ... i think i shall open it up soon and make my link a new one ... as for the skin .. i see abt it whether i wan to change a not ... well ... i think i should stop thinking for now and forever or it make the heart ache ... words to say: dun sms me like what u say abt the 8 june gathering, it make me ache ...when u find ur the other half , dun come and find me, bring ur happiness to him and walk with him, cos u dun belong to me/my eyes, i wont get sad, cos i know one day i will find my sky, i will forget u soon, so stop showing me ur sad side ... may u be happi ... that all ...
life is filled with ups n downs .... being single now is freedom for me ... being tied now is a blessing but however there will be ups and downs like life, being single isnt that better? evri one have a dream gal to care for... however things are not going in our way... i feel care free ... i want to be care free ... but however think back ... evrri one need some one to care for or some one to care for u ... cos even our closest one does not fully understand our feelings ... time do heal our pain but not memories ... memories cant be thrown away but able to put it aside ... actually this is call running away ... we shall aim for a clearer beautiful sky as that may be ur life time partner to shether u for shades ...
so stop asking for my past ...
i miss the past ... esp the scouts ... looking at the photos ... yeah .. we share our sweat tgt ... it was indeed brothers ... but however times goes by ... we go our separated ways ... some went to further studies , so weent to NS , some even start a business , some even started to have family ... no matter wad like we promised , in times of troubles or need help, we will help each other .... that applies to sis ...
posted by yjlevia at 1:28 AM
