Sunday, October 12, 2008

lousy day!!!

so let me update a bit ...
sat 11/10
went to mike house for his hari raya open house ... went with dharsh, aaron ,alan and me .... so took the journey to woodlands ... reached there at 3 and we went to his house... was greeted by his parent ... welll .... ate there but that aaron wan second round ... so haha second round as usual ... haha pai seh a bit seh .... then after that ... dharsh ... haha ... was being bully by mike smaller brother ... haha ... being pinched ... whack by badminton racket ... rubber band and so on ... yup ... dharsh ... u cannot be so naughty u know!!!! kids have the right of the way ... u got to obey them as u know ... this is mike house!!! haha ....
ok ... that all for sat ... afterr mike house .. went to IMM to meet my parents ....

sun 12/10
woke up and went for driving lesson in the morning ... yup ... today quite a lousy day for me ... so carry on reading .... so reached daniel's house at 1130 +++ i think then study there till 130 .. then went to coffee shop to drink water .... then decide on where to go ... YUP!!!! today i gonna that dunno wad ASS learnt from cognitive ... that donkey thingy .. onli my RP friends know ... so ... i was given 2 options to go to .. one is follow alan go gym ... the other is follow aaron go bball ... because aaron is tired of going to gym alreadi .. then alan wan to go .... so i do not KNOW HOW!!!
and they insisted on going their own way by telling me go bball and go gym .... then aaron tell me abt bball .. while alan tell me abt gym thingy that we did not enough and all those stuff ... while aaron say bball ya ... bball oso can lose weight ... and etc .... so i do not know what to do ... some time ... i hope human can split into 2 so that we can go both WAY!!! so that there is a win win situation for both party .. thinking back .. it reminded me of .... when i was in sec school ... when ..... WELL!!! forget abt it ... it not gd to say here .... but in my heart i know what i think that will be the best .... so i being the donkey ... do not know which to choose ... i was so stressed up and was thinking hard on which way to go .... ended up i choosed to DIE!!! that is choosing the way which will not benefit me in both way that is i cant get to exercise for the week ... HELL!!!! well ... i rather subsitute myself rather than unhappy scene .. so decided to go home ... damn lousy day for me ... i juz hope sometime things can be split into 2 ....i was sitting down there thinking back abt the past .. how the situation is the same as today ... in the past ... i was to choose between 2 .... ar!! dun say beta ..... some thing are mend to be keep in the heart .....

so thinking quietly while they spam my mind on where to go ... i think of the past ... i think of what my bball coach say ... everything .... and i decided to go home today ...

sorry alan! for not accompany u go gym as i too stressed up in this scenerio ... well .... i think if this happen again ... or even this got to repeat again .... i think i will still do the same ... cos some thing are better to let go rather than making the scene so tight ....
that my day today .... no comment or anyting ... thinking back of the past make me feel so SAD!!!!

i wonder if i post this, i hope no one make it a laughing stock .... slience is into me now .... i want that feel back from the past...

posted by yjlevia at 10:02 PM