Friday, September 4, 2009

mixed moods

well well ... so so long nv blog le ... also dunno wad to blog too ... holiday are so sian ... nth to do .. no activity recently except bball on sat ... becos of raining days keep me indoor rather than outdoors ... friends are still taking exams or still in poly ... while most are in the army ... those can meet up with me de ... also no mood to go far becos of their finance .... holidays had make me sad, bored, sian , a bit angry .... lol ... some matter make me angry till even friends on msn tell me to chill .. haha .... i type sian they also call me to chill ... bored that no one can play online games with me ....

wanted to go out but yet hardly able to find some one who is free .. pathetic right .. =(
well .. i think i shall uplaod a photo everitime i do blogging .... to express my mood and feelings for the day .... while this holiday make me a bit stressed rather than a easy minded one ...
for some particular reason .. after all those conflicts that i saw ... i finally calm down and thanks to my friend esp kim ... for lending me his precious ear that moment of time ... or esle i think i will be thinking otherwise and getting angry .... well .. onli he know wad my nick stand for .... so currently ... he is my ear now ... i now hardly can find a ear to talk abt my problems le .... =(

ya .. thanks piggy for smsing me ytd after abt 5 days nv sms her to chat ... i feel blessed once more ... happi smsing her ... talked a lot on movies , steam boat and etc .. haha .... =)


but this 2 weeks of holiday .. i alreadi have mixed mood ....

this is the feeling i feeling now .... a lonely bird flying without a partner/friends accompany me ..

welll .. i shall look thing in an optimistic way .... so that i wont be so stress .... =) but still i feel better now .... i would wan to say i love piggy ... =)

ppl .. who is free to go labrador park .. i miss that place .... i love that place .. who can go with me??? i wan to go there!!!!!!

yup!!! monday meet E44J classmate for sentosa outing .. hope that day dun rain ... make it a best day for us... its been so long i go to sentosa ... wonder how much it had changed!!!tml sunday no plan .. sian .. bball was cancel due to too less ppl ... haiz .. another boring day .... ok i shall sleep le ... nth to do also ...


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