Thursday, October 1, 2009
DEPRESSED
ok .... i super in not gd mood.... right now i typing my sorrow to my blog .... second posting for today .... i really cannot take it .... it realli reaches my limit le ...tml my driving test ..... 4th time le tml ....
i got scolding from him juz now ... he scolded me on the mistake i did during the test .... and scolded me why i nv ask my instructor abt it .... he feel my instructor is eating my money ...
but seriously ... not my instructor fault .... i blame myself on my performance ....
sometime ... its veri hard to communicate with him .... like juz now he scolded me that the 3rd time i fail my TP is becos of the driveer seat ... he told me that since the driver seat like that why u dun tell ur instructor ask for advice .. he say he asked his friend for opinion ... a lot of ppl give him the same reason .... he told me the way to tackle this is by holding the wheel hard ... so when need to perform emergency brake .. i wont slide backwards .... this is ridiculous ... i not trying to say wad ... but i did that b4 alreadi .... it does not help .... everi thing is due to performance .. performance !!!!!!
wad more he wan from me .... i had been a 24/7 gd son in front of him .... i try my best to fulfill and show him results .... but wad do i gain ... not any words of encouragement nor a smile on his face ....
i seriously wan to exceed my best in everithing i do ... god .... plz gif me strength tml .... plz ... plz help me tml ....
posted by yjlevia at 11:14 PM
